Hello, blog! Long time no see you, but still hungry!!!

 

Blessed

 The bright sun was extinguished and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal existence. Rayless, pathless, timeless, icy, and heavy to breathe.

But all it was, is no more. The lucid line shines fire from the dark floor. It warms the rock, it warms my feet and by the red air, my spirit is feed. Slow I go, with a smile on the face, tired but blessed for the opportunity to keep on race.  

Following the light on the floor, looking around no more, I am back on the path, though I never left. The bright sun again I see, though from far,  once more he is the one who leads. Slow I go with a smile on the face, tired but blessed for the opportunity to keep on race. 

Wrote it( sounds like a terrible joke) with the help of Charlotte Smith and Lord Byron.

This is how I feel tonight. 

Hope you all are doing good. 

Cheers!

Posting after a while..

Little taste Anatomy Book. Almost finished!

About life About books.

Well, things are evolving. Not that much fast, but I can't complain. I spent this time( almost 5 months since the last post) working for a couple of studios, writing the book, reading! and doing art studies that I won't show you for now cause I decided to put all of it together and write another book! Yes, a second one. An anatomy book for artists.

I think I have good material here about bones, muscles, planes. But the good news is the theory: is all about self-knowledge, perception development, struggle in life, hard times, failures, get used to it and never give up. In times when people only talk about their success, maybe if I speak about my failures some of you will recognize yourself and won't feel that lonely as I am at the moment. Cause yes. I do feel I am a lonely irresponsible loser right now - while everyone is working and evolving fast, I'm here trying to live a dream, writing, studying and putting my money into this project. Anyway ... at the end of the day, it's not an easy thing to do but I did my decision and there is no comeback.

Honestly, this second book came to mind for two reasons: First, there are many studies done here; so why not compete with all the great masters of the past( laughing loudly right now)? And the second reason is ... the main book, the big project (let's call it that) needs a lot more time than I thought. Not just for writing and illustrating, but also for doing all the research. I really need to spend some time reading, reading, and reading. If I want to have a good foundation for extracting the right concept for the world I'm building (and I want to do it as accurately as possible), I need to be responsible and dive into all these references. So if I gather all this knowledge and share my process, my path, my routine - for all of you beginners and self-taught artists out there, I'm sure it will be very, very useful.

One more time, this is really, REALLY, the craziest journey I've ever experienced as a pro. Living in the chaos! This is my life.

Thank you for reading this blog. I really appreciate. See you later!
Cheers.

Render Practice - learning with the MASTER!

The book is coming!

After 3 month running around the tail, the general structure of the book is done...jeezzz this is a crazy challenge, but is super fun!

When I wrote my first one(early times) I was a kid and I did just for the fun. Of course, I never published it... and thats the big difference cause now I really want to publish this one.

To be honest, I am pretty positive cause Im having tons of fun during the process and I will take it as a good sign. Sometimes looks like I really can have a powerfull view about what is happening in my imagination and feels like the story is already there and Im just transcribing to the paper( not really the paper) - this is pretty weird but is very exciting!

The main message: no way I will tell you! haha. That would fuck with all the fun reading and I dont want to do that. One more thing: while I am writing, Im building a strong base of references to build the whole visual thing cause now I have a very strong concept behind all the universe that is coming out from all of it. Finally I feel that Im creating something that is coming straight from my guts! My own feelings! My own thoughts, opinions, tastes, fear, fails. I see a meaning in everything And this is so fresh, so fun, so powerfull; Im still climbing in the dark, but you know what.. is not that dark anymore. Actually, I can smell the fresh air coming from that direction! For sure is a sign that I found my road! I found my journey and Im coming mothafuckas! Wait and see!( I say that to my demons all the time).

Now its time to research better about the publish business til I have the formal shape to start to knock some doors - Im sure is not easy to find those informations... Anyway, if you, the reader, can give me any tips about it, thank you already!!! just send a msg to my email or leave a comment below that I will reach you for sure.

So as you can see, the journey is just starting and Im already in my path... wish me lucky! For sure I will give my best.

See you soon with more features my friends!
Wish you all the best, and thanks for your support reading this blog.
Cheers,
Bruno SteppenWolf Biazotto ;).