Little taste Anatomy Book. Almost finished!

About life About books.

Well, things are evolving. Not that much fast, but I can't complain. I spent this time( almost 5 months since the last post) working for a couple of studios, writing the book, reading! and doing art studies that I won't show you for now cause I decided to put all of it together and write another book! Yes, a second one. An anatomy book for artists.

I think I have good material here about bones, muscles, planes. But the good news is the theory: is all about self-knowledge, perception development, struggle in life, hard times, failures, get used to it and never give up. In times when people only talk about their success, maybe if I speak about my failures some of you will recognize yourself and won't feel that lonely as I am at the moment. Cause yes. I do feel I am a lonely irresponsible loser right now - while everyone is working and evolving fast, I'm here trying to live a dream, writing, studying and putting my money into this project. Anyway ... at the end of the day, it's not an easy thing to do but I did my decision and there is no comeback.

Honestly, this second book came to mind for two reasons: First, there are many studies done here; so why not compete with all the great masters of the past( laughing loudly right now)? And the second reason is ... the main book, the big project (let's call it that) needs a lot more time than I thought. Not just for writing and illustrating, but also for doing all the research. I really need to spend some time reading, reading, and reading. If I want to have a good foundation for extracting the right concept for the world I'm building (and I want to do it as accurately as possible), I need to be responsible and dive into all these references. So if I gather all this knowledge and share my process, my path, my routine - for all of you beginners and self-taught artists out there, I'm sure it will be very, very useful.

One more time, this is really, REALLY, the craziest journey I've ever experienced as a pro. Living in the chaos! This is my life.

Thank you for reading this blog. I really appreciate. See you later!
Cheers.

Render Practice - learning with the MASTER!

The book is coming!

After 3 month running around the tail, the general structure of the book is done...jeezzz this is a crazy challenge, but is super fun!

When I wrote my first one(early times) I was a kid and I did just for the fun. Of course, I never published it... and thats the big difference cause now I really want to publish this one.

To be honest, I am pretty positive cause Im having tons of fun during the process and I will take it as a good sign. Sometimes looks like I really can have a powerfull view about what is happening in my imagination and feels like the story is already there and Im just transcribing to the paper( not really the paper) - this is pretty weird but is very exciting!

The main message: no way I will tell you! haha. That would fuck with all the fun reading and I dont want to do that. One more thing: while I am writing, Im building a strong base of references to build the whole visual thing cause now I have a very strong concept behind all the universe that is coming out from all of it. Finally I feel that Im creating something that is coming straight from my guts! My own feelings! My own thoughts, opinions, tastes, fear, fails. I see a meaning in everything And this is so fresh, so fun, so powerfull; Im still climbing in the dark, but you know what.. is not that dark anymore. Actually, I can smell the fresh air coming from that direction! For sure is a sign that I found my road! I found my journey and Im coming mothafuckas! Wait and see!( I say that to my demons all the time).

Now its time to research better about the publish business til I have the formal shape to start to knock some doors - Im sure is not easy to find those informations... Anyway, if you, the reader, can give me any tips about it, thank you already!!! just send a msg to my email or leave a comment below that I will reach you for sure.

So as you can see, the journey is just starting and Im already in my path... wish me lucky! For sure I will give my best.

See you soon with more features my friends!
Wish you all the best, and thanks for your support reading this blog.
Cheers,
Bruno SteppenWolf Biazotto ;).

General studies before writing

sketches and studies

Interview with 3dTotal folks a while ago.

https://3dtotal.com/news/interviews/interview-bruno-biazotto-by-3dtotal-staff-illustration-concept-art-sketching-photoshop-zbrush-advice-fantasy#article-freelance-concept-artist-and-illustrator

Why so dark, so silent?

Cause Im trying to hear my voice, for the first time, since my chilhood( Joseph Campbell here) If what I heard is true.

Take a look in my english... there is a bunch of holes. My structure sucks. I have no grammar... but I have passion, feelings and balls to dont give a fuck and write anyway. I do it with my heart... this is all I have.

And I was the same with my work, with my art... I was just feelings and 0 structure. I didnt had time for it. I was just doing, like a crazy horse with tons of stamina  but no direction.

But I knew a great professional in Poland and I had the honnor to work with him side by side: Bartek Gawel. This bad to the bone showed me how a trully professional works ... with solid knowledge. Sólid! Unbreakable. But metaphisic at the same time.

I have a history to tell since I was a boy! I really want to try to tell it.. .and fuck it if this thing goes well or not.. at minimum I will have a original portfolio to show to my future clients.. And I will use this little project as my clay...to sharp my tools and mold  my skills to the point that I feel confortble to work again. Of course I ll be working during this time but my goal right now is: try to put more knowledge in my viewpoint...to put some light in this dark that is my mind right now. I wish this plan make sense, cause this is all I have... I am climbing in the dark, afraid as fuck.. just following my heart. I will work extra for it.

Time to time I will be dropping some studies here, but for now I want to do it just for myself, focusing in hear that voice... that whisper that comes from the mind when we stay alone just with our thoughts.

This is why this blog is so empty, dark and silence... cause I am working with the doors closed... just a moment. Wish me luck!

See ya fellows!